Rise of the Holes – Author Raja Williams

 

When you left, I dug a hole. Digging deep into the layers of

my emptiness. I lost my value, loss my love, loss my

strength, loss my clarity, and all of my essence.

 

The deeper I dug the more I realized I allowed you to fill

my holes. Unconsciously I did not see that part of you

makes me feel my value as separate from me; I see it as

part of you filling my holes with hope and destiny.

 

I felt “we fit each other” feeling fully complete, a unified

whole, one that could sustain the dissatisfaction of us being

incomplete. I filled you, and you filled me, together

creating our own sustainability.

 

And now my holes are caving and shaking with fear

knowing you are no longer here. I feel the emptiness and I

take stride, the memory of what was lost, and knowing my

essence will start to rise.

 

Through it all I have learned…. It is not in the filling of my

holes, but in the “feeling” of understanding the power that

creates the holes that fills me up with the essence of loving

the life I live once again, allowing the holes to subside

never to feel separate from self again.

 

© Raja Williams

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Excerpt from the book “Imprints In The Sand”



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About the Author

Ms. Raja Williams, also known as Raja’s Insight, fiercely arrived on the writer’s scene in 2012 after being awakened by a prolific poet, lyricist, songwriter, and music producer whom encouraged her to write daily. After nearly twenty years of pent up words only floating in her own head she began to allow the words to spill out onto empty pages and find way to readers  needing encouraging words.

Visit Author Page At: www.ctupublishinggroup.com/raja-williams-.html



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9 replies

  1. Reblogged this on The Lyrical Quill and commented:
    An amazing poetess!

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  2. Reblogged this on The Salamander Chronicles – Don Beukes and commented:
    From my multi-talented publisher Raja Williams…

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